Title: In This Depression
Author:
badbastion
Characters: Sam & Dean
Spoilers: S8
Rating: PG
Warnings/Content: depression, angst, reference to canon character death
Misc: ~1300 words. Kind of a coda to 8.19. Posting for Eight Days of Wincest Challenge. This fic is Sam&Dean gen.
Summary: I started writing this after “Goodbye Stranger,” and just finished it. Season 8 was Season 8, with all its flaws and grace notes, but I always wished they’d explore Dean’s depression, and they never really dealt with it. So I did, for just a little while.
And I've always been strong, but I've never felt so weak
And all my prayers have gone for nothing
I've been without love, but never forsaken
Now the morning sun, the morning sun is breaking
--Bruce Springsteen, This Depression
( I've had my faith shaken )
Author:
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Characters: Sam & Dean
Spoilers: S8
Rating: PG
Warnings/Content: depression, angst, reference to canon character death
Misc: ~1300 words. Kind of a coda to 8.19. Posting for Eight Days of Wincest Challenge. This fic is Sam&Dean gen.
Summary: I started writing this after “Goodbye Stranger,” and just finished it. Season 8 was Season 8, with all its flaws and grace notes, but I always wished they’d explore Dean’s depression, and they never really dealt with it. So I did, for just a little while.
And I've always been strong, but I've never felt so weak
And all my prayers have gone for nothing
I've been without love, but never forsaken
Now the morning sun, the morning sun is breaking
--Bruce Springsteen, This Depression
bigbang schedules! :o
May. 29th, 2013 05:37 pmI may or may not be biting off more than I can chew! I've already signed up for the
wincest_bigbang (here) and the
sastiel_bigbang (here) and I'm considering the samdean_otp minibang and maybe a reversebang or rarepair thing if that pops up too. @_@ This fandom is nuts, lol. Aaaand if some Hannibal thing pops up, I don't know if I'll be able to resist!
Tues May 21:
samdean_otp minibang signups open! (MAYBE)
Sat Jun 1:
spn_j2_bigbang art rough drafts due (submitted \o/)
Wed Jun 5: my bday! maybe livestream~~~
Wed Jul 31:
spn_j2_bigbang posting date
Sat Aug 31:
sastiel_bigbang summaries posted
Wed Sep 4:
samdean_otp minibang summaries posted
wincest_bigbang summaries posted
Thurs Sep 5:
samdean_otp minibang artist claims
wincest_bigbang artist claims
Sat Sep 7:
sastiel_bigbang artist claims
Tues Oct 1:
wincest_bigbang art roughs due
Sat Oct 5:
sastiel_bigbang artist check-ins
wincest_bigbang posting begins
Mon Oct 14:
samdean_otp minibang mandatory check-in
Mon Oct 21:
samdean_otp minibang posting begins
Sat Nov 23
sastiel_bigbang final confirmation
Sun Dec 1
sastiel_bigbang posting begins
There are also lots of prompt memes hanging around. I think I've pimped most of them, except for this one:
*phew* That's a lotta art! Maybe one day I should try to fic on a minibang or something, haha. NOT TODAY! I hope I'll get to work with some of you :D
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Tues May 21:
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Sat Jun 1:
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Wed Jun 5: my bday! maybe livestream~~~
Wed Jul 31:
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Sat Aug 31:
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Wed Sep 4:
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Thurs Sep 5:
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Sat Sep 7:
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Tues Oct 1:
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Sat Oct 5:
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Mon Oct 14:
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Mon Oct 21:
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Sat Nov 23
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Sun Dec 1
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There are also lots of prompt memes hanging around. I think I've pimped most of them, except for this one:
(A Very) Sastiel & Mishalecki Fic/Art Meme!
Can't wait for December? Want more Sassy but not looking to commit to a Big Bang? If so, get your gears on and join in the fun in this Sastiel and Mishalecki fic/art meme!*phew* That's a lotta art! Maybe one day I should try to fic on a minibang or something, haha. NOT TODAY! I hope I'll get to work with some of you :D
samdean_otp minibang entry :)
Nov. 5th, 2012 07:57 pmStory: Wipe the Clock
Author:

Artist:

Rating: PG-13 for art (blood) and NC-17 for fic (see fic post for warnings)
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Summary: Camp Chitaqua, 2014: Five years after the worst decision that Dean has ever made, a man wearing a white suit stumbles into camp, lost and confused. Sam's memories are a jigsaw puzzle and none of the pieces seem to fit, the only thing he knows for sure is that he had to get to Dean. Between the recon missions and the supply runs, the demons and the croats, Dean struggles to hide Sam in plain sight, and to fight off the increasingly insistent advances of a man who does not remember that he is Dean's brother.
Fic Masterpost Here
Art Masterpost Here
I posted it a few days ago locked ;) But now it is unlocked!
Title: Wipe the Clock Fanmix
Fanmixer? lol:
badbastion
Length: 16 songs, 1 hr 15 min. Download or listen online
Created for
riyku's fic of the same name for the 2012
samdean_otp minibang
Summary: A soundtrack for the story of the same name. A post-apocalyptic mix of folk/indie rock/alternative with a bluesy bittersweet taste and a happy ending.
Fanmixer? lol:
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Length: 16 songs, 1 hr 15 min. Download or listen online
Created for
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Summary: A soundtrack for the story of the same name. A post-apocalyptic mix of folk/indie rock/alternative with a bluesy bittersweet taste and a happy ending.

I haven't really done the fanmix thing before, except in huge playlists for myself only. Drop me a line if you liked it, or if you have suggestions that might make it better the next time I make one :)