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Hello friends!

It has been a loooong time since I've posted to LJ. I hope none of you have worried; I've gotten two emails asking about me, and I'm okay! I'm alive and healthy. My boyfriend and cats are alive and healthy. I don't have any art or fics to post - I have two commissions, but they're Destiel, and one is private, and I'm not sure if I want to share those with the general viewing public.

My only problem is my depression. It seems like, no matter what meds I'm on, the depression will. not. go. away. It's frustrating as hell. I'm on Prozac now instead of... something, I can't remember what they took me off of last... but it's killing me. I don't want to draw, I don't want to write, I don't want to do anything but sleep. I've been sleeping 12-14 hours a day, which I hate, but that's the only thing I can do right now. I have an appointment with my meds doc in 2 weeks, but I don't want to switch meds, because I'm afraid things will get even worse :/

I'm seriously behind on commissions and auction works, but I do plan on getting those done relatively soon.

Sooo yeah, I'm alive. But struggling. I haven't been on LJ much lately, haven't really had the time to spend here. How are you guys doing? Have I missed anything important?
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Good news! My boyfriend will be getting his first disability check at the first of next month :)

We don't know when he's getting his backpay, but it's not going to be much as he's not getting much monthly (but enough to get us by! \o/) The backpay's going toward work on our car, which is fine, because the car needs the work and we wouldn't be able to do it otherwise :)

Thanks to all you kind and giving souls who helped us out through our time of trouble. Without your generosity, I don't know where we'd be right now. Or how we'd get there.

In other news, I've been very depressed for months now. I had a few days where I thought I was starting to see the light, but nope, back in the hole. I'm not going to talk too much about that, but it *has* been affecting my drawing (if you've noticed, I haven't been a posting machine lately.) I've been hardcore artblocked for a couple of months. /o\

So commissions are taking longer than expected. Those of you who have commissioned me, please be patient - I never intended to just take the money and run. I may have to do some self-indulgent arting to get the juices to flow again, if they will flow anytime soon, so if you see non-commissioned stuff pop up, that's what's going on.

If you commissioned me and you'd like a refund because you don't want the wait, that's entirely understandable, and I'd be happy to work with you. Just send me a PM or an email. Though please bear in mind that you may not be the only one wanting a refund, so I may have to spread them out over time or set up payment plans, and I won't be able to send out any money back until next month. I hope that'll work out okay with everyone involved.

In OTHER other news, I can't wait for the Hellatus to be over! Only one more month! :D The Darkness, here we come!
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Title: don't stand so close
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: PG-ish, but maybe NSFW
Warnings/Content: non-explicit Weecest (underage - Sam is 14), physical closeness, not-quite-sexual touching
Summary: a commission for [ profile] riyku - a scene from her delicious, gorgeous fic That Book by Nabokov. Dean's measuring Sam's height, like he does on all his birthdays, and Sam gets a little touchy.

Click on the pic for the full-size image :) )
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Title: Plans Change
Pairing: gen Sam & Dean
Rating: G
Warnings/Content: a misbuttoned shirt ;)
Summary: an illustration from Chapter 2 of [ profile] adelheide's excellent casefic Skadi Mornir :D

He looked pointedly at the buttons. )
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I will podfic 4 U!

When I was running commissions last month, I mentioned podfic commissions, and someone asked me about pricing. I've figured out what my pricing will be, and I'm open for podfic commissions if anyone's interested :)

I'm charging .7 cents a word, rounded up to the nearest dollar. So that means if it's a 1k word fic, it'll be $7.00. A 2500 word fic would be $15.00. A 3482 word fic would be $21.00.

If it's under $20, I'll take full payment in advance. If it's over $20, I'll take $20 in advance and the remainder when the podfic is complete.

For examples of my podfics, see my podfic tag :)

One thing: There are some characters I just can't do, and Crowley is one of them. But I'll do just about any characters, any length, any rating, any kinks or tropes :)

If you're interested or have any questions, please leave me a comment or email me at badbastion (at) gmail (dot) com. Thank you!
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I am in dire need of groceries, so I'm opening commissions.

Any characters, any fandom or OCs, any rating, almost any kinks

$25 per character, colored art with no background

Backgrounds and complicated stuff might cost extra.

Half the payment will be due up-front, and the other half will come when you approve the sketch.

I'll also record podfic for you, though I'd have to figure out how to charge for that if it comes up.

I'd be happy to answer any questions :) If you don't want to do it in the comments, you can email me to commission me or to ask questions at

If you don't want to/can't commission me but would like to help, I'd greatly appreciate even a dollar or two that I can put toward milk or bread or peanut butter. My paypal address is; alternately, my Walmart accepts eGift cards.
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Title: You're unbelievable.
Pairing: None [Sam, Dean, OFC]
Rating: PG
Warnings/Content: None
Summary: A commission for [ profile] adelheide - a scene from Chapter 1 of her excellent casefic Skadi Mornir. Dean's getting his flirt on... "Sure is pretty in these parts."

Sam kicked Dean and glared. )

I'm currently open for commissions :) If you're interested, commission info is here. You can leave me a comment there or email me at badbastion (at) gmail (dot) com. I'd be happy to answer any questions you have :)
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Would anyone like to commission some art?

I'll draw just about anything. If anyone's interested, I'll open up one spot, and if more people are interested after I finish that one, I'll go down the list until I run out of steam. You can PM me, comment here, or comment at my commissions information post. <--Everything you need to know should be there, but if you have any questions, I'll be happy to answer them.
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Title: A bottle of black nail polish
Pairing: girl!Dean/Sam
Rating: PG
Warnings/Content: always-a-girl!Dean, toenail painting
Summary: a commission for the lovely [ profile] riyku, for her blazing hot fic you're the only one that's mine. Go go go and read it!

Sam knows the drill )
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I'm on a roll!

three things! )
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Hello all!

It's so great being back home that I've been neglecting my online activities. I've tried to skim through my flist, and I've bookmarked a few fics to read, but other than that I've been going to the beach and hanging out with my family and stuff. It's so great :D

There are, however, not-so-great things about being out in public. One of them is that in the South (and probably everywhere else) people are opinionated and feel entitled to share their opinions with complete strangers, no matter how offensive @_@ So I went with my sister to Boy Scout camp to pick up a nephew's fishing rod that he lost, and while I was waiting, I stepped out of the car to smoke and had this awkward conversation with another smoking man.

under the cut for hateful language and talk of sexuality )

Commissions! I'm working on them. Life got really busy last week, but I'll be putting my nose to the grindstone this week and getting some serious progress made. If you're reading this, feel free to prod me in a week if you want to know where I am with your commission. Otherwise, if I don't have a rough sketch or any progress to show you within a week's time, I'll email you and let you know I haven't forgotten you. Even if you're not reading this, lol.

One more thing! I have a very special place in my heart for this meme, because it was here that I posted my first two pictures and my first fic in the SPN fandom. It's a great meme and it produces some wonderful fanworks, and I think EVERYBODY should take part in it.

A Dean-focused h/c comment fic & art meme
[Click on the image to go to the meme.]

Banner courtesy of [ profile] kalliel

Go Go Prompt and Fill! :D
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Commissions info :)

If you're interested, take a look

under the cut! )

I sometimes livestream these. I don't know when or for how long, so I can't schedule a time when I'll be working. I can email you, though, when I open up livestream to work on your picture. I won't reveal who the picture is for unless you reveal yourself during the stream :)


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