badbastion | (no subject)

I've been off my meds since the end of October. I'm back on most of them now, or reasonable facsimiles thereof, thanks to a very sympathetic doctor and Walmart's $4 scrip plan. One of them was still $40, but I had to have it, it's my most helpful one. But I'm still not right in the head. This sucks.

I'm working like 15 hours a week at a local pizza place, and I've already called in a few times in the two months I've been working there. I had a full-on, hyperventilating, sobbing panic freakout at work the other day, and I had to explain to my boss what my deal was. She was also sympathetic, but it was so shaming and embarrassing.

She actually wanted to promote me before this happened. I don't know where that stands now.

So yeah, I'm just freaking out now. I have a few days off to get used to the new truncated meds (they couldn't get me back on two of them because the price was prohibitive, like $900 each or something -__-) but hopefully I'll be better when I go back to work on Tuesday.

I wish I had a more positive post, hopefully I will soon.

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I am very glad to here you're finding the right cocktail. Being without meds is bad...very bad. I know from personal experience.

You know how to reach me if you need to. I don't know exactly what you're going through, but if anyone understands, I do.

Pajama party in the blanket fort!

Yeah, the right cocktail is elusive, lol. I think I was mostly on it before my insurance pooped out, and now I'm on a version that's missing my antipsychotic and one of my antidepressants, so we'll see how that goes. I feel like I'm still waiting for the meds to kick back in, they're not quite here yet.

I'll probably email you some crazy rant in the next few days lol, hope you don't mind.

I'll bring my new Squirtle slippers!!!