Hiatusing probably

[badbastion]

I think I'm going to take a short hiatus from fandom. I think. Reading my flist, which is full of incredible, smart, funny, talented people, has been perversely depressing me? Idk either. I'm still going to keep an eye on wedraweveryday, and I'm still working on commissions and drawing stuff offline, but other than that I probably won't be around much.

You guys keep being awesome, and I'll be back around sooner or later :)

I just wanted to ETA to add that if you're posting stuff about your RL, that's not what's bothering me, so don't feel bad or anything! Strangely, it's the happy posts that make me the saddest.

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[badbastion.livejournal.com]

No need to shut up :) I need to be reminded sometimes. This is something I talk to my therapist about sometimes, adjusting expectations, especially when they come to myself. I've gotten better about treating myself kindly, but I need to be reminded a lot that maybe I need to apply that same filter to other things. Like, the world, lol. Sincerely, thank you for reminding me.

And thanks for showing my your icon pic again *holds it tight* Do you have a full-sized version somewhere that I could use as a wallpaper? I love it so so much.

[quickreaver.livejournal.com]

No, seriously, tell me to shut up whenever I get too mouthy! Mostly, I'm working things out for myself too. This just happened to hit me over eggplant parm and an Old Fahioned at Olive Garden. Of all places. My brain, I swear.

And yes, I do have a larger pic of The Flock. (I forgot to tag it, d'oh!)

http://ic.pics.livejournal.com/quickreaver/14734378/91452/91452_original.jpg

[badbastion.livejournal.com]

It is now my desktop, I have no regrets :]